hospitals are depressing

back from the hospital. i feel so bad :(. hospitals are depressing. i stepped outside because my grandma started vomiting and i couldn't handle it. i slide down against the wall and i buried my head in my knees. this was so sad. i wanted to cry; my mom was there so i couldnt. i hate seeing my grandma like this. thank god for my grandfather who loves her very much and is willing to sleep in the hospital and refuses to eat just so he could spend every moment with my grandmother. their undying love is just....something beautiful. i love them so much. and i hope everything gets better.